it's been so long, isn't it. whoa, my last post proper was made like in july? HAHAH.
anyway, it's one plus in the morning and i can't get myself to sleep, again. like those other lazy weekends where i try to study, nothing fruitful actually comes out. instead i get trapped in my own little world of ipod and random playlists.
yeah, simple but tragic.
it's another 35 days 'o' levels and am i worried? i don't know for sure. it seems like i've done enough but as i reach for my pencil to write the answers for the ten year series questions, i still make the same mistakes. frustrating isn't it. the good thing's that, i've got company. studying with my peeps just seems a little more comforting than just staring blankly at the same monochrome words on the tys papers.
yes, omg, it's still only one plus and i can't pull myself to dreamland, no i can't.
i feel like calling up someone but that would just make me plain freaking selfish for compromising their sleep as well.
i can't fucking go to sleep, omg. sitting up in the bed, just thinking about every sixteen-year-old's worries and doubts and other what-have-yous. exams and other love-related troubles.
"oh if the sun revolved around the world, it'd make things so much simpler." infer from this source, sob. well, hitler, stalin and mussolini can go and kiss my ass.
arghhhhh, see! i didn't intend for this to be a long post but i've so much to say, so much to write. my hair's growing at a rate of 0.000000001cm/s. is it a minimum or maximum value? HA. ADDITIONAL MATH JOKE.
i'm still having the time of my life. 35 days to go and i'm looking forward to it.
while i'm at it, i got 22 points for my prelims L1R5. my target for 'o's : 7 points.
great. missed the target by just a teeny minute little FIFTEEN points. potest qui vult, definitely.
my left eye's been twitching the whole day and my right eye hurts like HELL. i've no idea why, mom said it's bad luck, i say it's eye-spasm. i can't find the moon and it's supposed to be the eighth month of the lunar calendar, where the hell is damn thing. new teacher Paul Robson at b.c. said people react differently to full-moon, hahah, hilarious guy he is.
oh. and happy birthday nicole ng bi zhen, fat fourteen. it's just alliteration, don't kancheonn.
yupp, the lights at the coffeeshop opposite my place are officially switched off! the neon lights keep me up. yeah i'm kidding. still breathing heavily at this unfortunate situation i am in right now leads me to think of my past years in st pat's. it's been truly awesome and no words can aptly describe my second-home. hope mr.lak doesn't mind though. heart and body, mind and soul. recall the times when i sat up during new year's eve just to watch avatar and the first sunset of the year, ALONE.
whoa, it'd be quite cool if i shared it with someone else, then it truly wouldn't have been a waste of time watching that circular, supernova rise beyond the flat, white clouds.
i better close my eyes and conceal my iris, and get back to forcing myself to sleep, i'll be at my cousin's tomorrow by noon. that means, 0830 get up to TRY and mugg.
i'm hungry so later i'll secrete glycogen from my islets of langerhans in my liver, HAHAHA. so long, nerds! your intellectual jokes won't fool me.
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls.
